I decided that I would enroll in the Medical Assisting program at Keiser University, unsure that this late in life I could be successful at Nursing. My nervousness began to leave as I began making top grades in everything I learned, however still slightly unsure that I could do this or that I was even going the right direction. At the end of my core classes I began my MA externship, which is a type of field training to get you ready for putting your skills to use in the real world. Was I ready for it? Well it was just too late to back down, so nerves in all I jumped into my first day, and the next and the next. The days got easier as I floated to different departments, working with new people, meeting all kinds of patients and learning that I was really good at what I was doing, even with a limit set to what I could do as a student.
I have excelled in all that I do, and some days just being the hand a patient holds because they are scared and just need the support was more rewarding than I thought it could ever be. I was happy to go in every day and work so hard that I passed out as soon as I sat down at home, not being paid but so very happy at the same time. That is the moment that I knew, and I am now confident that I can move on to Nursing because that is where my destiny is leading me, and I am now months away from graduating with my Associates in Science Degree in Medical Assisting.
The road ahead is wide open, ready to take me where ever I want to go. I got here without anyone forcing me into it and just little support from those who matter, but I did it and I will keep on going. It's the little rewards that keep me going, the smile from a difficult patient, the hug from an elderly lady who was so afraid, the inspiring story of hope from a nurse who beat cancer and the feeling I get when I sit in my truck so tired from a long day, but I feel like I did something important today and it is why I will continue on the path I am now. Never give up, it is never too late to achieve your goals and dreams.